I have a special designated page now for the diet diary… next to the beauty & the beast
I have two big problems when im about to diet.
First, i have to follow my diet bel milli, if i eat just one atom out of place, i feel soooo guilty i would raid my fridge and cupboards, eating till i become sick.
Second, Bu Tootee… whenever he sees that im on a diet, he becomes physically anxious, o 3nad starts bringing me food and personally putting together things and sitting next to me offering them to me so i would break down and eat them. He then goes to my mom sadly and says how im on a diet and how that is making him sad. I have never seen a man who would like a dinasour for a wife. Y3ni in the long run if im still this weight i will get diabetes and high blood pressure, can’t he think of that y3ni? Would he be happy?!
Il mohim, fa i took Nemo’s comment into consideration from the last two posts. I will make this public. If i want to put something in my mouth i would blog it here in this page first. I hope someone will be there to make me stop… public humilation is an important factor in this trial…
Now i will tell you how my day went to far…
Braekfast: Two toast, Slice Cheese, Lettuce tomatoe cucumbers black nescafe sweet and low
Snack: Apple and water (so far so good)
Snack2: at 4 pm, skim milk cappucino and 2 tablespoons of napkits choco mousse (ham mo bad y3ni)
then i didnt come home till about 7 pm, o i fell asleep on the couch… I woke up late to see a cup of steaming chinese vegeterian noodles by my side!!!! Bu tootee knows im most vulnerble to food the moment i wake up… so he urges me “eat eat… u didnt have lunch!” … fa i eat half the noodles.
Then wella he has also ordered big chunky potatoes. They were eaten with sweet chili sauce o ketchup.
Then i drank liban o banana…
Then a slice of ananas. Then one pear, then one bar of Kellogs Frosties cornflakes bar (103 calories)
Then two makintosh chocos (i had to finish the box before tommorow, since i will insha2 alla start fresh again)
Then i decided inah il diet kharab khalas… b3d shino? Mo?
Fa im going downstairs now to retrieve that box of one dozen mini little treats cupcakes with frosting… (i couldnt eat more than 3 since it was too sugary)
Insha2 allah tommorow is a brand new day. My plan for tommorow Insha2 Allah
Breakfast: 1 slice toast (enough), 1 slice cheese, Lettuce/Tomato/Cucumbers, Plain Black Coffee
Snack1: Apple, Water
Lunch: Grilled Giant Mushroom, Sun Dried Tomatoe Paste, Pepsi Max
Snack 2: Tea, Apple
Dinner: Liban, Pinapples, Grapes
Insha2 allah i stick to it tommrow…
o yeah by the way wii fit is still sleeping by the corner, gathering dust. Bacher insha2 allah…